Thursday, December 30

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nak terbang dengan awk malam ini boleh syg?



oh, lupa. syg sudah tidur.  Esok?

#46

dealing with human is the most difficult job. nothing can be correctly predicted. please throw your luck to me. Magic? Poof!

Wednesday, December 29

#45

apa yang sebenarnya aku nak? apa yg aku kejarkan sgt dalam sphera gila ini? kosong. lihat org dan tiru, lagi dan lagi dan lagi? bosan & memenatkan. sampai bila.. taburkan kepuasan pada yg lain lebih menenangkan, mungkin.
soalan yg selalu buat aku gagal.

tutup.



Saturday, December 25

#44

Aku belum pernah cipta sejarah lari daripada orang. Orang yang lari lintang pukang dari aku. dem, fakap. Benda gila nama cinta. Jangan tiup buihbuih gula kalau lepas itu kau nak ludah. Sekali aku pegang, aku simpan sampai masuk tanah. Ini janji aku.



#43

Goyah? Cuba tenung balik semalam kau.
Aku dah dengar benda sama daripada dua orang. DUA.










Tabik! Kau mmg hebat.

Friday, December 24

#42

nothing is eternal. NO THING.



hey till now, i can still laughing remembering the moment we're lost in the middle of Kuala Lumpur. It's funny. when will our next trip be?

Thursday, December 23

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Gian nak berjalan. Cepat cepat!

Wednesday, December 22

#40

My family is in chaos. Fvck yeah, I am the eldest. And i know nothing on what to do, how lame is that? Darn me for not even trying. Does anyone go through the same situation? Answer me moron. I can't imagine what will happen if i'm not here for two years. I'm in a house called home, but i do not feel like this is home. what's wrong? I do not know why! My feet wanted so badly to just go out there to a place that i now nothing about. i want to travel. yes travel. Please, before i have to go THERE! i need to see places. Money is a BIG FAT problem for everything. That's why i hate money. Somehow my mouth are locked from saying what i feel, and it happens all the time. that's why people don't really know. Including them. Do you?  People tend to see me as a don't-really-care-about-anything-and-everything-is-a-rainbow kind of person. No i'm not! i hate being a serious person. I hide everything and act as a joker. I'm a good pretender right? Believe me, everything is fake. Shut.




i need a good sleep, world. Don't give me the same dream like last night. Please.

#39

hati aku rapuh, kering.. kering!
hari ini aku rasa lagi apa yg aku dah rasa waktu umur aku 16tahun dulu. Sama, semuanya terpapar sama.









Sampai bila nak berulang? Sampai bila!

Tuesday, December 21

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Yang 'mati' dan 'hilang' tu hidup dan wujud balik. Tepuk tepuk. Selamat kembali.

#38

Sometime i do get confused whether i'm too obsessed with you or i really do not know what i actually need.
i hate this feeling. Get over it.

Sunday, December 19

#37

bila kau jauh. kadang kadang aku hilang arah, macam sekarang ni. Sekarang ni pun kira kadang kadang kan.












Malu nak kata rindu sebenarnya, aishh. ._.

Saturday, December 18

#36

i love people with arts flooding their mind. their imagination is awesome!

Friday, December 17

ily












:)

#35 hardly easy

it ain't easy for me as well. hey, we're in the same boat moron! it just that, we are seating far away from each other in the boat. my eyes can capture yours, can you?
i wish the picture is taken by you. well.. as you said, one day..maybe..one day.. if only our legs are strong enough to stand at the same spot regardless the chaos.


"I know we are strong."

Wednesday, December 15

#34

Otak ligat betul campak perkataan waktu aku memandu tenung langit senja. Kau nak jadi dadah baru aku ke langit? Lama betul tunggu dapat dadah warna hitam ini. Kawan baru. Hati jangan cemburu ya?


Monday, December 13

i hate the fact that i'm still hiding beneath everything. Like a rat covered by the ground. nahh, i'm still stronger than the tiger, wooff woof, the tiger didn't eat me when i was next to him yesterday. Puffwerful.





random.

#32

nothing can reflect what is in my mind.

#31

cuma suka perhati.

Saturday, December 11

#30

December is quite a gloomy month this time, with the rain and the hidden sun. I need the time to run a little bit faster, but not too fast that i might leave someone behind.










something hidden deep down.

#29

when there are too many mistakes, i'm afraid.. and i'm really scared we are going to be drowned in it. At that moment, memories in our head  will be replaced by enormous vacuity and our souls stop beating. It turns white, we.. we begin to be an unknown to each other. nothing matter anymore, nothing.







Wednesday, December 8

#28

Daripada emosi seratus peratus gembira terus jatuh merundum ke kosong. Apa kau cakap memang sgtsgt betul. Cuma aku tak suka bila kesalahan ditelunjukkan hanya pada org lain. Diri sendiri ada cermincerminkan? Org tu yang mata kasar nampak tak bersalah pun, aku yg mmg terbentuk mcm ini. Entahlah labu, aku kan jagung muda lagi. Mulut aku belum masin lagi, garam pun baru sikit aku makan.

Monday, December 6

Saturday, December 4

#26

tunggu sekejap,
dalam pelukan asmaraku, jgn bimbang walaupun siang akan menjelma.









Hujan-Tunggu Sekejap.

Thursday, December 2

#25

If one day i went missing, how would you find me?









poof!

Wednesday, December 1

#1Dis

Ini hari kelahiran aku semula. Baru macam robot. Bau plastik lagi.










20 kali.
aku hanya nak senyum semula mcm sebelumsebelum ini.