Monday, January 31

#61

"Busuk busuk, buruk buruk  diorang, tetap darah daging kau jugak"












(:

Friday, January 28

#60

I need someone to protect me, and take me out from here. Prove to them that they are not always right. No one is right. They just knew ways to prevent things, not that they knew the right things. My head is in mess, I need a good relaxing sleep. Another chaos day awaits me.

Thursday, January 27

#59

Kan aku dah kata aku tak suka benda tu. Datang la banyak mana pun, kejap saja hilang mcm angin.
fuuu...

Friday, January 21

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sayang...

Monday, January 17

#58

manusia selalu lupa yang dia ada sepasang kaki di bawah. Bila hilang, baru tersedar betapa pentingnya walau dia duduk hina di bawah.

ya, saya sedang bercakap dengan cermin, & cermin itu saya halakan pada awk juga.







cukup untuk mlm ini.

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boleh bagi saya gapai apa yg awk nak gapai?

Sunday, January 16

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sometime, things are better left untold is it?










I know.. the answer is yes.

#57

Penyelesaian masalah boleh buang tong. Semua tak boleh pakai. Sekarang, pejam mata, keraskan hati & cuma tambah kekebalan sahaja. Selamat berjaya.

Friday, January 14

#56

Selalunya, apa yang kau hulur itu yang akan jentik senyum aku. Pudar dah. Mata aku dah tak tersusun mcm biasa. Kau obses sama itu ya? Sudahlah. Hati aku muntahkan perkataan sunyi lagi. Dia menangis dan jerit nama kau. Aku buntu. Masa cuma tinggal beberapa butir lagi. Aku tak pandai susun perkataan untuk beritahu kau.

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hati rasa lain.

Thursday, January 13

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kenapa aku ada hati yang sgt kaca. aku nk batu.

#55

scream to the answer for the word desire.






i lost my way while searching for it.

Wednesday, January 12

#54

calm and collected:

"You are calm, you don't crack under pressure, and you don't really express your emotions even if you are very emotionally overwhelmed. You have a certain control over your emotions/feelings. You are patient and are not quick to anger. You think clearly, carefully, and rationally." -Nicholas G




















*i really wish i can. i'll try.

#53

jgn lupa, diakhirnya nanti kau dan badan kau juga yang akan menadah menghadap semuanya.

Monday, January 10

#52

should i stop all this bullshit? i felt so tired darling.
he said she said, bullshit!














*mind your own language, thanks.

Sunday, January 9

Kalau itu yg boleh buat aku gembira. Boleh kau tadahkan untuk aku?

Saturday, January 8

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sedang bina kekebalan diri. smile smile.

Friday, January 7

#51

Otak aku bergetar
Bila semua benda yg tak boleh diserap mencanakcanak masuk sekaligus.
Kadang bila kau dah berpenat lelah cuba tapi org tetap anggap kau mcm batu tak berperasaan, rasa kecewa akan wujud.
Kau akan jadi binggung bila kau dipersoalkan dgn perkara yg kau sendiri terkial kaji & faham.
Mulut aku dah berat nak membetulkan, menerangkan, memahamkan. Diam. Biar mereka nak hambur apa yang mahu dihambur.






"Kau ingat aku hamba kau ke?"
 "Ah, bodohlah kau"







i'm badly hurt.
i hope to have only nice & beautiful things in this two years. Keep on dreaming.. :)

Thursday, January 6

#50

settled.




"Hembus nafas kuat kuat."
             "Senyum sampai bontot."










you don't need details, you know nothing anyway because you are stranger to me.

Wednesday, January 5

#49

aku ada lima. 18 tahun, 17 tahun, 15 tahun, 2 setengah tahun & 1 tahun lebih. Campur aku, sempurna enam.
Tepuk Tepuk. Hebatttttt! Kau? kau?












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syg ini cutelah! Nanti kita putar waktu buat benda sama ya? 






































:)

Tuesday, January 4

#48

Being the person who can withstand any 'bullets' coming from others is damn not like the abc. I need this superpower. Push away and spit what others think that can destroy you, don't care too much what they reckon upon you and don't fucking care what they feel or what they want. You won't get to see the world from your own view if you failed this one. As long as it is called mouth, nothing you can do to shut it up. Keeping it inside is like keeping a ticking bomb in your head. BOOOM! at any time. Plant some guts and start doing what you want. "You just haven't got the guts to admit it" Keep repeating the same utterances without the action doesn't make u a man12.33am what did i just said? I said, you are the monster. 







Monday, January 3

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berkongsi mimpi?

Saturday, January 1

#47

aku cuma mahu jadi kuman di atas setiap bahu manusia, dapat tahu dan belajar semuanya. baru? aku yakin ianya sama, cuma nombor yang berubah.
#1111







"Tiada beza."