#100

Why on Earth i keep on thinking about people that i have met in my previous life. Right now, at this moment.. i can remember my classmate wrote her blog URL on a piece of paper and told me to view it when i am free.. and it was 2006 back then. I know nothing about this freaky virtual 'life' during that moment. Can you see how fast the clock is ticking?





can you see it?
can you see it?
can you see it?



fatigued, & lost in time.
frozen moments make you disappear. 
reality,
obdurate scars won't vanish darling.
knowing the unknown open your eyes.


flying time & wild world,
hardly catchable.
bittersweet is in everything.
misery, happiness & life.

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#99

sometime.. you think you know exactly who or what,
don't forget that you can be completely wrong as well. human can't be read, they are not made up of glass.
they're macchinoso..







it's lingering in my head, get out fak.

#98

masih dalam proses memahami sekeliling berteman angin & matahari yg pemalu.

hey, ketuk kepala aku bila aku terpesong. celikkan aku bila aku mulai terkapai sebelum terhantuk ke dinding. terima & telan? Bukan semudah itu sayang. Ini bukan seperti pil untuk bersuka ria. Ini kegilaan hidup & kehidupan.

Ratah lagi?

#97

aku jadi semakin takut bila tahu lebih banyak, juga penguat.

#96

songs can make flashback of your memories. It's hurts remembering the bitter one.









don't stop, just let it go
Bittersweet-Secret

#95

kau tak faham..

#94

Kadang aku terfikir.. ke mana agaknya arah mereka yg mungkin kurang bernasib baik macam aku...








tapi aku percaya,

Tuhan itu Maha Adil.. peluang mereka akan tiba, kan?
Mereka akan bertemu benang halus yg akan ubah hidup mereka.

#93

when i'm standing there pretending, i want people to notice not just staring at me.

#92

masa henti bertatih.
cuba kau berdiri, atas pasir panas yang sejuk .
yang dibenci.

berfikir umpama tiada noktah.
tiada jawapan,
ditikam rakus
setelah lelah berlari memberikan senyuman ikhlas.
nyalakan api.
hembus.






peta yang rapuh, merah yang beku & simpulan mati yang hmpir putus.

#91

tadahkan aku kasih sayang & kegembiraan.
aku haus.

#90

i guess, it doesn't matter anyway..








thanks comrades, you've drown me again.