Tuesday, November 22


i don't want to talk about other people anymore. guilty. shut my mouth.
indeed.. i'm lost.



This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.


Thursday, November 17


i hope he can prove them wrong. 
i hope so.

Wednesday, November 16


mummy, i did something that might make you sad. please don't hate me. i love you.

Tuesday, November 15


i hv done it today. cp.

Monday, November 14


when the easiest thing is to fake it.


Wednesday, November 9


Byk lg bnde dlm dunia ni yg lebih myedih kn da mnyakit kn, jgn cpt sgt nk gelabah dgn bende2 kcik yg xbpe pnting, hidup ni bkn utk ske2 jer, kalo bnde yg kte ske da xde kte sedih, ngis, melalak, wt ap pn kalo bnde da jdik kte xleh wt pe... -cincut

thanks (:

Monday, November 7


another stone just fell right on my face.
bleeding and crying again.
it's getting harder.

thanks 'friend' for always and always be there through thick and thin.
You know all my stories since 2005. Keep it with you.

Friday, November 4


will i get the chance to throw away all these feelings?