Saturday, May 27

Life Changing #101

I am laying down on my bed right now, thinking of a whole lot of things. Everything is fucking my mind again like it used to be long time ago. My issues, I have problems. I know I have it laying and hiding behind my head. I want to change so bad, to be a better person.


Something is holding me back, something I'm unsure of, like a monster holding my hands and covering my eyes not letting me do what I must do. I'm angry with everything around me without any reason. I'm annoyed with every single mistakes that people do. I've become a negative ball that rolls around spreading toxic vibe to everyone. I want to hide in a place that nobody knows. Helft mir...

Saturday, March 7


Is it worth it boy?
to love another and risk your girl.


Monday, March 3


Digging through all the old stuff makes me so amazed with you. Everything that you have done (or doing) can't be seen through the naked eyes. But I know you are doing it and keeping it all to yourself. We are all praying for better days ahead. May all your wish come true, love. Believe in Him. Keep on praying.

Friday, February 28


I have always wanted to write. Something meaningful, something sweet or just anything that is happening around me. Maybe I should start all over again. Seems like I have abandoned it for a very long time. I probably going to write something a day, anything about him till the day I couldn't write anymore.

Kuman, xxo

Wednesday, January 22


Two years ago. 
He is happier everytime he sees her. He writes all those pretty stuff about her, like he loves her more than anything. He misses her like she's the only one existed in this world.
Two years ago.

I guess... all the mistakes that she and he had done were to be blamed. Those endless pain, sick memories that cannot be erased. We wish we are robot, so we the robot can permanently erased everything. No.

I miss you, love.

Monday, December 16


Packed your stuff, grab your bag and go! Life is too short to delay things to do, darling.

Our Penang trip is done.
Filling up our jar with memories and happiness.

Sunday, December 1


Let's move around and see the world, wanderers!

Move your feet.

Tuesday, September 3


Daripada kosong itu kita cipta sesuatu.
Kita cipta hidup daripada kekosongan itu.
Cipta perasaan.
Cipta hidup diantara dua kekosongan.
Dan kita hidup didalamnya.
Tapi apa rasa itu boleh kekal sebegitu? Kataku 'Tidak'.
Didalam hidup itu kita sediakan satu ruang.
Ruang untuk berkongsi semuanya.
Kita semai ruang itu biar ia penuh dengan kehidupan.

Malangnya, ruang itu selalu terbiar.
Kekosongan. Penuh habuk. Penuh kesedihan. Kosong.

Friday, August 16


"Kerana sifat semulajadi burung ingin hidup bebas, tidak boleh dikurung jasadnya apatah lagi pandangan dan pemikirannya."

Dan 'burung' itu boleh jadi apa sahaja.

#akupenat :(

Wednesday, July 31


Pada angin semalam yang asyik menyapa, apa mahu mu sayang?
Ah. Aku hilang kata.